//what words cannot say

when will this mockery end?
such vanities
(unexplained)
and worthless
to the extend
it aches
until
nothing else compares
to the hollowness
(inside)

when will this sadness end?
foolish points
(makebelieve)
and nothing
will mend
these tears
drain
like a empty basin
full of
(blood)

when will this contradiction end?
hypocrisy at its limit
(meaning)
and everything
falls apart
like a knife wound
to the heart
slowly
losing
consciousness
like the names
of those
(lost)

signing off // feeling confused // 16.11.06

theEMOdied @ 5:36 AM!!