//mind
the decaying heart within
what can compensate for this abyss?
will it heal what has been shred and torn and mended only to-
be broken once more?
this sacrificial moment
once taken
will forever leave
not once thinking (back)
or premonishing (forward)
through time until it
stops
and you think to yourself..
what is true and done and lived and safe?
to hope
for what you already have
to ask
when you already have the answer
and to wish..
when you want nothing more than to throw it all away
and give up
because it all becomes meaningless
without you

signing off // feeling reminiscent // 20.10.06